you know what is worse
than dreams where you are falling, falling hopelessly?


being on earth and feeling like your life presents something meaningful
and you keep on dragging all these symbols and their meaning around in
a blanket throughout the day... and you have confused these symbols and
their meaning for jewerly and designer emblems. the truth you speak does
not come out of your mouth, you mime your soul song.


lost on 5th avenue, my maps
weren't universal
and i had forgotten my way to the sea
it has even felt as if i've never been.
i know for sure
i had seen the images of water
on an advertisement facade. to face
i only knew courages vessels through discovery
in my dreams.